An adult romantasy murder mystery

My Gift To You

She remembers everything. Someone in the village would kill to be forgotten.

Village Mystery·Slow Burn·High Heat · 18+

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Cover of My Gift To You: a man kneels to kiss the hand of a woman in a deep red gown on a gaslit cobbled street at dusk.

Chipping Cottam is a devout little village where the gods are thanked at every doorstep, everyone knows everyone else's business, and murder is unheard of.

Until the Warden of the Hall of Shrines turns up dead.

Iris Vane, the village postmistress, was blessed by a god with a flawless memory. She never forgets a face, a conversation, or a lie told badly enough to contradict itself, which makes her invaluable when Theodore Parker, a sharp, flirtatious, and irritatingly handsome Crown Investigator, arrives from the city and recruits her into the case.

Unfortunately, Parker is keeping secrets.
So is Iris.

Hers are carefully buried and tied to the gods themselves. As the investigation uncovers affairs, missing money, old grudges, and respectable people behaving very badly, Iris and Parker grow dangerously close to the truth, and to each other.

Fast, funny, and genuinely dark: a fantasy mystery that plays fair, and a romance that absolutely does not.

Why readers love it

Everything you came to this genre for

The mystery

A whodunit that plays fair

The clues are all there. No last-chapter evidence, no murderer produced from behind a curtain. You can solve it before Iris does, if you're paying attention.

The romance

Slow burn, then high heat

For a good while, they have a murder to solve and several reasons not to sleep together. Eventually, these reasons prove insufficient.

It gets explicit. Consent is part of the scene.

The setting

A village, not a fae court

No thrones. No royal courts. No prophecy requiring a nineteen-year-old to save the world.

Just gaslight, gossip, respectable neighbours behaving suspiciously, gods meddling from a careful distance, and perhaps the occasional demon.

The friendship

Iris and Miriam

They gossip. They investigate. They interfere in each other's lives with complete confidence that this is what friendship is for.

They are fiercely loyal, occasionally appalling, and very funny together.

The women

Nobody is waiting to be rescued

Iris solves her own case, guards her own secrets, and refuses to be anyone's prize. The women here rescue themselves, and each other.

The voice

Dark and very funny at once

A wickedly dry narrator who will make you laugh a page before she breaks your heart, at a pace that does not let up.

Advance readers

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  • Adult content, 18+ only. This is dark, high-heat fiction (full content notes further down).
“If any god still remembers this village, he has kept remarkably quiet about it.”
Iris Vane, postmistress of Chipping Cottam

Who you'll be spending time with

The people of Chipping Cottam

Iris Vane

The postmistress

Gifted with a perfect memory and cursed with the past it won't let her forget. Dry, unflinching, and nobody's fool.

Theodore Parker

The investigator

Sent from the city to solve the murder. Flirtatious, far too handsome, precise about everything except himself.

Miriam Bellamy

The best friend

Iris's oldest friend and the village's finest gossip. Sharper than she lets on, and the beating heart of the book.


A taste of the voice

The first page

Chapter One

Josiah Meeks died on his knees. He was found two days ago at the centre of the Hall of Shrines, slumped face-down in the basin of holy water. Drowned, they said. A remarkable feat, given the basin was barely two spans deep.

Someone helped, it seems. Held him there until the bubbles stopped.

“Horrible! Devastating news for the whole village!” Miriam, my oldest friend, was enjoying herself enormously. The first notable thing to happen in Chipping Cottam in a decade, and she’d got to it before the papers. “A pillar of our society! Murdered!”

A pillar whose death was proving, for many people, an awkward thing to disapprove of.

For thirty years, Meeks had served his community as Warden of the Hall of Shrines, the most esteemed, and very nearly the most powerful, position in the village, for whatever that’s worth. A Warden’s word is next to the gods’ own. For thirty years, Meeks dispensed his opinion on everyone else’s character: an engagement ended here, an apprenticeship refused there, a family gently starved of invitations. He buried more reputations than parishioners.

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The Tainted Cup

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Alchemised

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An obsessive, morally grey love interest, and the heat level that comes with him.

Complete at 109,000 words, told in dual POV. First in a planned series.


Before you begin

Content notes

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This is a dark, high-heat romantasy for adult readers. It contains graphic violence, on-page murder and torture, domestic and child abuse, a forced abortion, a beating that causes serious injury, pregnancy loss, animal cruelty, and explicit sexual content.

The central romance involves obsessive and possessive behaviour, deception, and a significant power imbalance, all of which the book raises as problems rather than treating as romantic. A fuller, chapter-by-chapter list is available on request.

IK

About the author

Irina Kallin holds a master's degree in mathematics and spent years as a software engineer before turning to fiction; a background that shows in a mystery built to actually solve.

My Gift To You is her debut novel.

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